x. hes back to being the normal self .x

Yesterday morning i went over to Jacobs and it was really sweet. He put roses pedels on the ground leading to the back room and he was sittin in there with roses all around, slow songs, candles lite, and orange pop on the table. =) it brought tears to my eyes. but what made me cry was when he stood up! Like he wasnt fulling standing but he was on his one leg takin pressure off his bad one. It was amazing!! So i went over and gave him a huge hug and when i pulled away he was crying!..i thanked him for the teddybear the night before and then asked why he was crying and he said because after all he has done for me iv always been there for him no matter what ad im whats going to get him to walk again. his mom gram and sister came in they hugged me and told me that hes in a better mood now and hes been tryin to do stuff ever since him and i got back into the old ways. that made me feel real good. i mean i love his family and yesterday his mom just made me so much better. they were all crying and thanking me! his mommy thinks we are going to get married haha shes such a cutie! But im happy to say Jacobs back to his old self!

Last night was Garys and it was a lot of fun! I felt bad for Gary because of the rain not many people came but all of us that were there had a great time. We all talked, boys played poker, some of us went swimming, we played b-ball and catch with the football, and did some other stuff. it was sweet!

Today im kinda staying home and watching the Bills game! its going to be fun. im guessin the family is coming over.

Tomorrow is the lifteen picnic! that should be fun hopefully we will do the usual parents vs teens softball game! but we cant start till kristen gets there! lol

Toms home and im really happy because i missed him way to much! hes coming over monday to hang out because its been like forever! last night he told me he missed me the most! =) sweetness!

My brother and I need to hang out just the two of us soon. I need to talk to him about a lot of stuff and I can never do it because whenever I see him other people are around! I mean I was mad at him, well not mad at him he just was doing stuff that pissed me off and like he changed around people.So I just want to hang out just the two of us like we really use to. I miss that a lot actually!

I think Tom, Jacob, Eric and my friends from school are going to be the only people I hang out with from now on because like none of my other friends ever have the time anymore. I mean its cool because they have a lot of stuff going on and I understand it just sucks because they were like my bestfriends and now I dont see em nemore. But whatever!

Well im going to get stuff ready for today! so I will update later! xO<3

Michele-when you get home I want details missy! =) hehehe I heart you!